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--- [23 Jun 2007|12:32pm]

ok.
i never write anymore
but i dont care
im bored
& myspace sucks
me & william are doing great 
its almost out 2 yr anniversary
...
i cant wait till volleyball.
im bored out of my head

well bye

never wanted me

whew baby [11 Aug 2006|12:54pm]
[ mood | excited ]

i havent wrote in a while 

today - me and william and mom and dad are going to lexington to see hank williams jr. and trace adkins!!! how cool are we lol!

tomorrow- i have a dag on car wash to do ..which will suck ...cause i hate washing cars lol ...and i didnt sell not one ticket lol so i have to buy all mine lol ..


me and willie are doin very good for once i swear i love the kid 

..im exicted for school ..i have 2 classes with william ... : / i wish i had more ..but im lucky i have that ..and we have homeroom together ...and im happy i have pe!! ..so much better than learning!! 

well im gonna go straighten my hair!! -its getting long by the way ! lol 
xo-

1 loves never wanted me

:] [02 Aug 2006|11:43am]
[ mood | acccomplished ]

ok ..me and william are back together..suprise lol i kno

but he called be back and he said he was sorry for everything...cause he said some pretty mean things.....but of course i took him back 

well ...i have a dentist app. today ...at 1 .and pratice at 2:30 ..so i will be late

i got kinda mad at pratice yesterday cause some ppl said nobody ran 5 laps..expcet them..well i have news i ran 5 laps...maybe they mis-counted and ran 6?? ..cause i was about to croke..but im over it lol ..i need to be friends with everybody on the team..including heather...its gonna take time....but im getting along with everybody...so im proud of me!


..well im gonna go blow dry my hair...and get ready love yah-tootles

1 loves never wanted me

:( [01 Aug 2006|07:44pm]
WELL ME AND WILILAM ARE BROKE UP RIGHT NOW....NOBODY KNOS IT EITHER....BUT..I HOPE WE GET BACK TOGETHER...

WE BROKE UP CAUSE OF MYSPACE...AGAIN! AND ITS HIS FAULT ...AGAIN!! -LONG STORY -WANNA KNO ..ILL TELL U IN PERSON OR SUMTHIN


BUT HE SAID HES NEVER GONNA DATE ME AGAIN -SO IM WORRIED BUT I DUNNO WAT TO DO ....

I DONT WANT IT TO BE OVER..I NEVER WANT TO BE OVER

IVE DONE EVERYTHING POSSIBLE IN THE PAST HOUR TO KEEP MY MIND OFF OF HIM BUT SOME HOW I JUST CANT FORGET ABOUT SOMTHIN LIKE THIS...OO GOSH ..IM BOUT TO CRY..I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE SEE ME CRY I FEEL WEAK.

BUT ...I DUNNO WAT TO DO TO KEEP MY MIND OFF OF HIM....MAYBE THATS TELLIN ME I DONT NEED TO ..I DUNNO ...HELP:(

-NIKKI
1 loves never wanted me

[21 Jul 2006|10:58am]
[ mood | happy<333333333333333 ]

well me and william are doin very good!! ...im getin to see him more!!  i might go up there today<33 i think sam was right  maybe we juss had like a little rough patch in your relationship that will only make us stronger.i swear i love that boy


but i have another problem ...idk wat to do ..volleyball or dance team ..dance team dont pratice enough and i dont like being bad lol ...and i love volleyball but the season dont last long enough and i dont think i can do both ..help me :( 


NIKI LOVES WILLIAM

never wanted me

shew [16 Jul 2006|02:57pm]
[ mood | pissed, hurt ]

im so effin mad- william hasnt even been back for a day and were already fighting he frakin KILLS me ....he always promises me thing then ...they never happen like today i was sopposed to see him ...and im already ready ..and he calls and says he cant come get me ...and my mom and dad wont do nuttin for me and he knos that - and hes like its not my fault ..well he shouldnt have promised me that he would see me....i cant stand him anymore i love him ...but we DONT get along if you havent noticed well im gonna go

1 loves never wanted me

omgosh [16 Jul 2006|10:40am]
[ mood | excited<33333333 ]

i havent updated in a while ..a week maybe idk who cares - but anyways ..i havent done anything i stayed the night with my cousin mercedes (miller) she looks so differnt than she used to-

i had to work only one day this week so that was good but i missed pratice cause mom was in the hospital ...sumthin bout her digestive system neways 

friday- i stayed the night at williams ..while he was in flordia ..i played with his niece lol ..and takled to his mommy alot 

saturday-i stayed at williams till like 7 and he still wasnt home and mom wasnt gonna let me stay again .he got home at like 12 lol 

sunday- well today im gonna go see william - im soo sooo exicted ...he got us shirts made for my birthday! and hes givin it to me early lol but i love him and i wanna see him lol !!!!!! 


well im gonna go ..do sumthin lol 
comment
xo-

never wanted me

<333 [06 Jul 2006|01:16pm]
[ mood | haha im mellow ]

well im goin to see william today so hopefully things get  better...i'll let yah kno it goes when i  get back ..
xo-
Nikki n WIlliam                                                                          

1 loves never wanted me

shew- [05 Jul 2006|06:58pm]
[ mood | -depressed,hurt,counfused, sad ]

life effin sucks ..me and willie dont get along and we prolly wont be together long i hate to say it but its true ..i really dont think he loves me ..but i guess thats juss the way things go ...but u dont understand ..hes all i have ..i hardly have any frans anymore ..and it sucks ..cause ..we have been datin about a year and life with out him would juss be ..un narutral- sounds wierd but its true and i try to cry but i cant help it ...he always finds a way to make me ....like he took everything about me off his details ...he changed his myspace password he "forgot" his icq password ..and the worst thing is not 1 time today has he told me he loves me and ..my belly has been hurtin so bad about that i threw up..and it sucks ..i dont want things to be like this ..and if he does anything worng he always makes up sumthin like he didnt do that or he wasnt thinkin ..and im sick of it i cant stand this anymore ..as much as i love him and his family and the feeling of being with him ..i think its time to let go of that ..we need a break-

i dont kno wat to do ..help me-
xo-nikki

1 loves never wanted me

<3 [29 Jun 2006|01:40pm]
[ mood | loved ]

golly my live journal layout is screwed up!! lol im really exicted tho!! me and william r goin to tennessee this weekend!! yah!! neways im gonna go now! heh lub yah

1 loves never wanted me

Holy Crap [24 Jun 2006|09:50am]
[ mood | excited ]

im excited loL!! i get to see my baby 2day!! lol its really been 20 days since ive seen him ..lol i remember when the longest we didnt see each other was 4days..and we about to die over that! lol ...we have alotta memories together and in 2 more months it make a year lol which is wierd..cause it dont seem that long lol ..and its funny cause the longest realtionship he ever had was like 4 months! lol ..well i guess im gonna go get ready lol! 
-xo
Nikki n William

never wanted me

woot woot [18 Jun 2006|11:55pm]

todays mine and willies 10 month anniversary lol cool huh!!! i love him so much !! i couldnt even begin how to explain it lol!!!! hopefully ill get to see him 2morrow well imma goto bed i have dance pratice tomorrow!!
goodnite

--oo yea HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!!!!!!!
Nikki loves William

never wanted me

-HIDY [10 Jun 2006|10:14pm]
I LOVE WILLIAM ESTEP 

JUSS THOUGHT U SHOULD KNO!!
never wanted me

SO MUCH FUN<3 [29 May 2006|09:23pm]
[ mood | WORE OUT LOL ]

WELL LET ME TELL U ABOUT MY AMAZING DAY ! .

WELL WILLIE CALLED ME AT ABOUT LOL 11 THIS MORNING ..AND HE ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO GOTO THE BREAKS ...WELL I ASKED DAD AND HE SAID YEA ....AND WILLIE GOES WELL WERE LEAVING RIGHT NOW LOL ..AND I HAVENT SHOWERD OR NUTTIN LOL ...WELL I GOT READY AS FAST AS I COULD LOL ..I HAD TIME TO WASH MY HAIR LOL THANK GOD IT WAS GREASY AS HELL LOL ....WELL I HADDA GOTO HIS HOUSE WITH MY HAIR ALL WET LOL ..IT SUCKED LOL I BET HIS MOM THOUGHT I WAS A SKANK LOL ........THEN WE LEFT LOL HIS HOUSE AND WENT TO THE BREAKS


WHEN WE GO THERE LOL ..HIS PAPPAW SIT THERE AND LISTEN TO BLUEGRASS DOWN THERE WERE THEY PLAY MUSIC LOL AND ME AND WILLIAM HADDA WALK A MILE TO THE FREAKIN POOL LOL YEA IT SUCKED LOL ...WE SWAM FOR LIKE 30 MINS LOL ..AND THEN WE WENT TO THE PADDLE BOATS FOR LIKE A FREAKIN HOUR LOL ...THEN ..HE DIDNT WANNA SWIM AGAIN ..LOL AND SO WE STARTED TO WALK A MILE BACK LOL TO FIND HIS PAPPAW LOL ..WELL LUCKLY HIS PAPPAW AND ..SOME DUDE NAMED TOM SAW US AND PICKED US UP LOL ...THANK GOD ...LOL NEWAYS THEY DROVE US TO THE OVERLOOK AND ME AND WILLIAM ATE LOL KFC ...WE HADENT ATE ALL DAY LOL SO YEA I PIGGED OUT LOL LIKE ALWAYS LOL THEN WE WALKED DOWN TO THE OVER LOOK LOL IT WAS ..PRETTY HIGH LOL 
..THEN WE LEFT LOL  WELL HIS PAPPAW WENT THE WRONG WAY LOL WE WENT TO HASI LOL ..LIKE 30 MINS IN HASI LOL SO WE HADDA GO ALL THE WAY BACK TO ELKORN LOL GOLLY LOL THEN ME AND WILLIAM WAS LAYIN DOWN IN THE BACK ...AND WE HEARD HIS PAPPAWS TIRE POP LOL ...SO YEA ..IT TOOK  2 HOURS TO FIX LOL AND WE HAD 4 MEN LOL ..THEY BROKE 3 JACKS LOL ...YEA IT SUCKED IT WAS 93 DEGREES LOL I WAS WORRIED HIS PAPPAW WOULD HAVE A HEAT STROKE LOL ...BUT HES STUBBRON HE WOULDNT SET DOWN AND COOL OFF SO THAT KINDA SCARED ME LOL ...BUT FINALLY LOL THEY CHANGED THE TIRE AND TOOK ME HOME LOL!!

WELLL THAT WAS MY AMAZING DAY LOL ...&& I CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM TOMORROW WHEN I GO T O DANCE PRATICE LOL!


-NIKKI
XO
I LOVE WILLIAM ESTEP

never wanted me

woah im bored [26 May 2006|09:19am]
[ mood | bored ]

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[12 May 2006|07:22pm]
[ mood | crappy* ]

this is why i dont like most girls!


1. they start crap w/ you just because they are jealous.
2. they run their mouths about everything.
3. most of the time they hate you because their best friend hates you.
4. they love to put other people down.
5. most girls are hoes && they wont admit it.
6. they couldn't keep a secret to save their life. && thats just a few reasons.
7.I hate it when girls know they're pretty but say that their fat & ugly. Put the map away and stop searching for compliments...it's getting old. 

well to tell u the truth...i only like a few ppl ...not cause i think im better  its juss ...they talk about EVERYBODY and thats the main reason i dont really like most girls seriuosly its gettin old...grow up ...dont u have sumthin better to do? 

lol well im dun complaining lol !
-Nikki 

and i kno nobody reads this im juss doin it ..cause maybe ..juss maybe sumbody will read it!

&hearts;i love william estep&hearts;

1 loves never wanted me

haha <3 [11 May 2006|06:20pm]
[ mood | exhausted<3 ]

lol dont cha juss love when ppl think they can make u mad !? lol i think its funnier then 


ppl dont like me but guess wat lol i dont care i wasnt put on this earth to make u or anybody else like me ! i dont need to make anybody happy but me william my family and my TRUE friends

lol i was sopposed to leave early with william today ...but mr.johnson wont let me cause my mom didnt PERSONALY come to the school to put debbie (williams mom ) on my check out list ..but she wrote a note and called ..wat the eff ..ahh well lol school sucks lol 

..i really dont like anybody in hardely in my classes lol i talk to like maybe 3 or 4 ppl lol oh well i dont care 

so many samester exam study guides i gotta do lol and it sucks lol once again school sucks

i gotta call william ....ill call him .........later lol i aint talked to him since he left early today

..im gettin bored with my lj layout but im juss reallly lazy to make another one lol ..oh well this will do lol 

never wanted me

wow its been a while [30 Apr 2006|11:38am]
[ mood | bored ]

well its been a while since ive updated this thing so ill tell yah wats goin on 

me and ol willie-well  nuttin new has really happend ..its almost our 9 month anniversary ..so im exicted ..hillbilly days was fun ..and ...we dont fight as much any more so were good! 

me-well today im sopposed to goto goodys ..and i doubt that will happen cause moms been puttin it off for a week now lol ...well i did sumthin stupid yesterday ..lol i cut my own bangs lol! --they dont look bad ...but treasa did it better lol! lol...and i have to huge mosqutio bites on my arm - and it sucks they itch real bad lol 

my lj- well i wanna do it over again ..i juss want a knew icon cause ..i dont really like th colors on mine ...and idk where else to them made except lamo_icons ..and shes not doin it anymore ..i dont think

school-wow its almost over ! ---we have already cats tested ..lol but we still have to do work wtf? lol i cant wait till summer tho!! lol me and willie are goin to flordia lol im exicted ! ..but next years gonna suck cause i KNO we wont have all our classes together but ..were gonna try ..but sumtimes i think its best if we dont cause ..we wont fight as much ...but i think that roumers will get started gaw i dont see how anybody could have a long distance realtionship or ..even if ther bf goes to a diff. school and i might be on dance team instead of volleyball! idk yet tho

well thats all i got lol sry its so short but im gonna go get ready and things!

ps: if anybody knos any other site where they make icons comment and tell me!!!

love yah
-Nikki loves William



never wanted me

update [20 Mar 2006|05:33pm]
[ mood | sick..it sucks ]

well i havent updated in a while so here yah go ...

friday - i left school early for a big 4hr long drive to georgetown! to see my fran amy..it was so much fun! as soon as i got there we juss talked and things like that then we went to the golden carral (sp) yum! lol it was fun lol i ate tooo much tho lol then me and and amy went back home and juss hung out like old times!!!

saturday- IT WAS MINE AND WILLIE'S 7TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!
me and amy woke up then we went to clairs ...i got the top of my ear pierced again ! it didnt hurt as bad as it did when i was 6 lol well i got a bunch of things there then i went to rue 21 and i got an outfit then me and amy and her mom went to the tannin bed ..lol (i got a lil burnt) lol then me and amy waited for her dad to cum get us then we went to the pavillion and swam ( its inside) it was soo much fun i miss it lol we didnt swim long tho lol ....then after that me and amy and her dad and her brother went to ci ci's pizza i didnt eat that much just some salad and a piece of pizza and a cimmionon bun thing lol then we went back to her dad's who live at her grannys lol we wont get in to that lol ...

sunday-:( i had to leave sunday at 11 so we all went out for breakfast at sams lol amys apple juice tasted and smelled like beer lol i swear it smelled juss like it lol but ahh well lol then we went to the dollar store lol and took pics lol and acted stupid then my mammaw came and i have to drive a long 4 hrs back home!

today- well i 4got to tell u all willie got staples in his head saturday on our anniversary ..poor thing but he still went to school today to see me ...i felt soo bad cause i couldnt do nuttin for him :( but he knos i care bout em ..then i came home and i have been sick ever since ..im juss startin to feel a lil better ..but anyways im waitin on william to get home we went and got a hair cut ..but hes gonna call me back lol well im gonna go i have nuttin else to write about and i have to get the dishes done b4 mom gets home lol luv yans*

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..i.love.william.samuel.estep..

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my puppy [14 Mar 2006|09:20pm]
[ mood | sleepy -aww lol ]

wel i said i was gonna put some pics on her of my doggy that willie got me so here they are

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cute huh!? lol well im really sleepy so im gonna go to bed lol willies already in the bed hes had a hard day tho he had to drive his daddy to the hospital cause his dad cut his finger off..so i have hardly talk to him today and by the time he called he was so worn out he juss went to bed ..aww lol well im gonna go to bed night night -nikki*

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i love william

2 loves never wanted me

bored heres a survey [14 Mar 2006|03:42pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

1. First and Middle Name? Jaclyn Nicole
3. What time do you get up for school? 5:30
4. If you could eat lunch with one person, who would
it be? idk who ever would pay
5. Gold or silver? silver
6.Favorite Finger? haha the middle
7. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Date Movie
8. When did you last cry? yesterday
9. What is (are) your favorite TV show(s)? Grounded for Life, Full House, Parental Control
10. What do you have for breakfast? lol what ever they fix
11. Who would you hate to be stuck in a room with? idk?
12. What/Who inspires you? My Friends and My Pappaw
13. Beach, city or country? Country.
14. Favorite ice cream?chocolate chip cookie dough
15. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn? buttery popcorn
16. Favorite color? Orange and Purple
17. What kind of car do you drive? I dont have one but i want a bug!
18. Favorite sandwich? chicken bacon ranch wrap..is that a sandwich?
19. What characteristic(s) do you despise? Annoyin,Slutty
20. Any bad habits? over eating
21. Favorite flower? rose
22. If you could go anywhere in the world on a
vacation, where would it be? anywhere in Europe
23. What color is your bathroom? lavander
24. Favorite brand of clothing? american eagle
25. Where would you like to retire? idk
26. Favorite day of the week? friday
27. what did you do on your last birthday? lol i had volleyball pratice
28. Where were you born? lexington ky
29. Favorite sport to watch? basketball, baseball
31. Person you expect to send it back first? not sure
32. Coca-Cola or Pepsi? coke
33. Are you a morning person or a night owl? afternoon person
34. What is your shoe size? 5.5
35. Do you have any pets? yes my lil puppy wille got me!
36. Do you wish on stars? some times....
37. If you were another person would you be friends
with you? uh yeah! DUH!
38. Are you a daredevil? sometimes
39. Do looks matter? depends
40. How do you release anger? go to sleep
41. Where is your second home? my pappaws ..it use to be kaylas but we dont talk that much anymore
42. What was your favorite toy as a child? lol my farm set ..i hated barbies lol
43. What class in school do you think is totally
useless? geography, english
44. Do you have a journal? yes lj, xanga, greatest journal
46. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? lol no
47. What do you look for in a guy or a girl? personality
48. What are your nicknames? bonnie lol ,baby(willie)
49. Would you bungee jump? idk i would be afraid to hit my head on the bridge
50. Do you think you are strong? i guess idk
51. How many wisdom teeth do you have? idk, i dont normally count my teeth! lol!
52. What do you miss right now? my mammaw, willie , amy
53. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it
back? umm idc
54. What are you listening to right now? the tv
55. Last person you talked to on the phone? willie
56. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? their eyes
57. Do you like the person that sent this to you? lol no1 sent itto me
58. Favorite drink? kool-aid lol
59. Favorite alcoholic drink? um thats a hard one
60. Favorite month? wjuly
61. Favorite food? anything from taco bell
62. Are you too shy to ask someone out? i dont need to ask anybody out i have sum1
63. Scary movies or happy endings? both
64. Hugs or kisses? BOTH!!!
65. Relationships or one-night stands? Relationships ..serious relationships
66. What books are you reading? A Child Called "It"
67. Favorite board game? cadoo , clue is awsum lol syd
68. Favorite smells? like warm smells lol like vanilla sugar
69. What is the first thing you think of when you wake
up? wat time is it?



well nuttin worth writin about happend today lol
BUT I HAVE THE CUTEST ICON IN THE WORLD ....DONT I?!?

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-i love william samuel ♥

never wanted me

i gotta new puppy!!!!!!!!! [13 Mar 2006|06:30am]
ok well i didntupdate last night to tell u my wonderful news ! well i went to pratice...and pratice was ok lol but i left early togo to willies and get the puppy he got me for valentines day! its soo cute its a shitzu and part miniture sumthin lol its white and it had really light brown ears lol i'll put a puc on here later ...but its so cute! lol im soo happy! lol

..u kno wat kayla didnt goto pratice yesterday ...and she got mad at me not goin to pratice that one day ..so that kinda made me mad cause it wasover our boyfrans and not gettin back in time like she said if sum1 aint there we cant pratice as a team and then we cant win ...(thats wat she told me) ..and it kinda made me mad but ohh well


well im gonna go and finish gettin ready for school lol but ill update later
never wanted me

im so excited lol ..over nuttin [12 Mar 2006|10:29am]
[ mood | excited!!!!!!!yah!! ]

lol ..well i juss figured id update cause ..im bored lol and i didnt yesterday lol well i didnt do anything yesterday i juss layed around and i went to my pappaws house ..and i juss layed there and talked to willie ..

i think amys mad at me cause i told he i didnt think she should date bruce anymore cause he seriously treats her like crap ..and i was juss tryin to be a good fran but i guess its juss best for me to keep my mouth shut

well neways i have have been sooo exicted all mornin..cause hillbilly days is cumin up and i love love hillbilly days lol and in like 6 days its mine and willies 7 month anniversary ! lol and i get my doggy soon lol and amys comin up next weekend !!! lol

today i have set on the porch and me and dad played volleyball lol then it went in the creek ..so we stopped lol and i have practice 2day at 5 so im excited to get out of the house lol ..well i dont really have anything else to talk about lol....oh wait yea i do my sister is goin on her 1st date 2day lol how cute! shes so excited lol ...i wonder when that gurl is gonna get dun with my icon lol its been 2days now lol

well im gonna go wake willie up lol
comment if u love me !! ♥

i love william

2 loves never wanted me

down in the boondocks lol!!! [10 Mar 2006|10:42am]
[ mood | im happy lol! ]

well i didnt update yesterday casue i didnt have time ..well school was school lol but when i got home i played outside all day with haley lol we played volleyball lol and i spotted her on her backhandspring..(is that all 1 word lol ??) then i got ready to go to my volleyabll game at the Y and ..we lost lol it was my best night idk wat was wrong but thats ok lol then we gave our coach $100 gift card to sumwhere .but i still owe sumbody $11 lol ahh well lol then i came home and layed on the porch then and me beth mammaw and mom all got into it cause beth and mammaw were in here listin to me talkin on the phone and i came in here and yelled at them and mammaw yelled at me so i yelled back of course and then mom came in here ..it was awful but oh well then i went to sleep lol

today!- i didnt goto school so i can stay home and talk to willie since he couldnt go to school and i was to sleepy to go anyways lol so i went back to bed and woke up at the 9 and called him and we talked for like 5 mins lol hes workin on his movie lol but now im juss sittin here ..waitin on him to call me back ..i'll prolly go sit outside or sumthin i might write later ..lol

comment cause u love me! ♥
i love william estep ♥

1 loves never wanted me

update and survey! [08 Mar 2006|03:52pm]
[ mood | im bored lol ]

About You . . *
Eye Color: hazel
Hair Color: dark brown
Height: 4'11 lol
Favorite Color: orange and teal blue
Screen Name: shortcake_17 ..how gay lol remind me to change that
Favorite Band: incubus
Favorite Movie: Just like Heaven
Favorite Show: umm..grounded for life,full house, parental control
Your Car: i dont have one yet!! but i will..lol
Your Hometown: georgetown
Your Present Town: virgie
Your Crushes First Name: William
Your Grade: freshman.lol
Your Style: i have no idea..

* . . Have You Ever . . *
Sat on your rooftop? ..when i lived at the aprtments
Kissed someone in the rain? ..well it was sprinklin lol ..does that count
Danced in a public place? hA lol yea
Smiled for no reason? yea..lol..around willie
Laughed so hard you cried? lol svannah makes me like everyday
Peed your pants after age 8? umm... dont really think so
Written a song? lol ...me and willie make up stupid raps lol
Sang to someone for no reason? i sing to my friends all the time.. they love it!
Performed on a stage? yes i was a dancer for 3 years
Talked to someone you don't know? at the nursing home
Gone out of your way to befriend someone? nah not realy..
Made out in a theatre? haha yea buddy..
Gone roller skating since 8th grade? no.. im not that kool
Been in love? yes i am now

* . . Who was the last person to . . *
Say HI to you? ...mom
Tell you, I love you? william!!
Kiss you? willie ..lol like a hour ago..
Tell you BYE? umm..idk?
Write you a note? umm willie
Take your photo? lol me and william took pics at gattie land 2day
Call your cell phone? mom or william..lol no1 calls my cell lol
Buy you something? my baby!
Go with you to the movies? william we watched date movie lol it was grand.
Sing to you? aww willie did today on the bus lol ...i bout cried
Write a poem about you? wow i dont think anybody ever has
Text message you? idk i dont get on icq no more--causes problems
Touch you? william

* . . What's the last . . *
Time you laughed? on the bus
Time you cried? today
Movie you watched? at the movies-date movie lol at the house- harry potter lol
Joke you told? goodness idk
Song you've sang? i cant be with a woman who gets drunker then me lol
Time you've looked at the clock? lol idk
Drink you've had? milk
Number you've dialed? willie or amy? im not 4sure
Book you've read? secret school lol it was pretty good lol
Food you've eaten?gronla bar
Flavor of gum chewed? orbit or somethin..
Shoes you've worn? black fuzzy flip flops
Store you've been in? jc pennys
Thing you've said? ..lol did that hurt..(mom had suregey)
* . . Can You . . *
Write with both hands? i cant but it aint pretty
Whistle? barely not really
Blow a bubble? yea lol im the master i can blow a bubble inside a bubble inside another one lol
Roll your tounge in a circle? yes..
Cross your eyes? no..im not that talented
Touch your tounge to your nose? no..my damn chompers are to big lol
Dance? yes.. im the best!!
Gleek? huh?? i wish i knew wat that meant..
Stay up a whole night without sleep? yea,
Speak a different language? well a lil german
Impersonate someone? lol i try
Prank call people? i can..but i havent since like 6th grade ..lol im a lil more muture then that
Make a card pyramid? no..lord no
Cook anything? yea a buncha stuff..

* . . Finish The Line . . *
If i were a ...booger id pick u 1st lol
I wish ... me and willie would get along more
So many people don't know that.... im not that shy all the time lol
I am ... happy i got to spend the whole day with willie
My heart is ... too big i care about to many things ..and my heart is also for willie cause hes my baby




well theres a survey lol....im back to my ol live journal cause myspace makes me and willie fight EVERYDAY anout everything like comments , the top 8, messages ....everything so we promised each other we wouldnt get on it nomore....and icq makes us fight too so we juss dont get on those things anymore! ...i might go look at that tagworld thing ..idk yet tho ...well i have a game tomorrow lol and i dunno wat time it is lol ...but i think willies gonna come lol cause josh goes to kaylas games neeley goes to sams games lol and jordan goes to stephs games and tyrell used to goto heathers games lol but noo willie dont come to mine lol but i hope he comes to this one lol well idk wat else to write so im gonna go lol
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-Nikki loves Willie

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wow!! [18 Feb 2006|10:19am]
[ mood | -im so happy! ]

TODAY MAKES 6 MONTHS FOR ME AND WILLIAM !!!!

WOW .. u guys dont uderstand how happy i am lol thats HALF A YEAR lol thats such a long time .......honstly i didnt think we would date this long but im glad we are ...we have our bad times but we still love each other !

well yesterday i went to his house and we wrasteld (sp) in his living room lol he had funiture in there cause there redo-ing it but i sooo kicked his butt lol !!!!!! lol then we ate and juss layed there and then we wrasteld(sp) some more lol it was great lol and then me him his mommy and daddy and his lil bitty mammaw went to this thing in virgina to see these ppl sing its was fun ...it was on tv lol and of course willie juss had to set in front of the cameras lol
but thats ok lol ! well im gonna gonow cause my hands startin to hurt lol- lov u guys
-Nikki loves William*
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jnn&wse [28 Jan 2006|09:32am]
[ mood | bored* ]

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good news yah! [26 Jan 2006|05:45pm]
[ mood | sick ! lol ]

well me and willie worked everything out ! so im happy lol
im sick tho lol i cant even hardly breathe but hey thats ok

well im gonna go to sleep cause i dont feel good and im gonna wait on willie to get back from that math and science thing ?? dont ask lol

COMMENT -loves
Jaclyn Nicole Newsom -loves- William Samuel Estep*

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[23 Jan 2006|10:16pm]
[ mood | becoming depressed ]

well im so stressed and its killing me ..me and william fight all the time i lost my mammaw a couple weeks ago and my family hates me and i have like NO frieds i have nobody to turn to cause me and willies always fightin thats why im always at my pappaws all the time but me and him are gonna try to work things outi guess i hope so cause hes like the only person i have becides kay and vik and amy who lives like 3hrs. aaway but i juss hope things get better cause i cant take it anymore i cry like everyday it juss sucks and i love him with all my heart and the thought of losin him is juss awful hes my bestfreund and we shouldnt fight over the stupidest things but i hate it when we fight so much cause my home life sucks and when were not gettin along i have no1 to talk to cause no1 wants to hear my problems but anyways im gonna go try to get some sleep nighty night-luvs COMMENT*
-Nikki -loves William*
...8-18-05...

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.....* [22 Jan 2006|09:37pm]
[ mood | sad ]

well i have now decided to leave myspace cause it causes problems with everyting ...with me and willie and it messed up my computer i juss odnt want one anymore so im back to the ol livejournal lol

today- i went to church and then to jerrys then the hospital to see my uncle and then to the nursing home to see clara and gene then i went to pappaws and juss sit around then i came home

tomorrrow i gotta goto the dentist which im scared lol

well im gonna go to bed cause theres not much to say
luv yans-Nikki
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.Jaclyn Nicole loves- William Samuel*

william- hey baby im so sorry for gettin mad at you i dont see how u put up with me sometimes ur so good to me and im so mean to you but im really sorry i dunno wat else to say i love you baby

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